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Friday, July 23, 2010

Cows and global warming

Greenhouse gasses have been accumulating for centuries but were of little concern for they were maintained in relative balance. Only recently has an increasing imbalance caused alarm. Methane gasses are produced in landfills, in animals and humans as a byproduct of digestion often expressed by the other “f” word. The current discussion of global warming reminded me of a methane gas encounter I had as a teenager.
One of my un-favorite chores while growing up was to milk our Jersey cow. I actually came to have a special relationship with our cow Sook-jerz, the name we had attached to her. Farmers often called their cows in from pasture with a special call. Sook was a common prefix. Since our cow was a Jersey we would bring her to the barn by calling Sook-jerz repeatedly until she came in to be milked.
This worked except for springtime when the early pasture was lush. I would have to take my prodding stick and go fetch her for she was reluctant to leave the abundant grass.
On this particular day I had her heading nicely toward the barn with an occasional prod to keep her on course. Suddenly she swished her tail aside and exploded an invisible woosh of methane toward me followed by a rather loose defecation. That was the last thing I remembered for a while.
Vaguely I recall seeing a patch of hazy blue sky with some nebulous figure hovering over me. I lost consciousness again and had an out-of-body experience, except I did not see a bright tunnel with a blinding white light at the end, which most describe who claim such experiences.
Instead I saw a dark tunnel with maximum dark at the end. Oh my, I thought, I must be headed for the other place. I felt a rough wet swipe across my forehead. It slowly restored my consciousness and I realized I was looking deep into the flaring nostril of Sook-jerz who had heard me fall and had come back to investigate. I raised my hand to stroke her long nose to let her know I had returned to this world.
At that moment I sensed my right bare foot was warmer than my left. Oh my, cow pie. A few deep breaths of fresh spring air enabled me to do a clean up job and get the milking finished liberating Sook-jerz back to green pastures.
I did not seek to blame Sook-jerz for she was only doing what came naturally and had no consciousness of timing and how it might affect me. We had developed a symbiotic relationship. We needed the milk and she needed to be milked. I did learn however, after this experience, to walk behind her a couple of paces to the windward.
I’m not certain how much this connection has to do with global warming. It is interesting to note, however, that at that time there were estimated to be a little over a billion people on earth, while now the population is an estimated six billion. Lots more people, lots more steaks, lots more cows and lots more methane.
When I extrapolate my experience with Sook-jerz and add millions more cows and people, all that new methane had better be going somewhere up and not hover near the ground where we breathe. If there isn’t some way to dissipate this gas, global warming may go on without us.
A few years ago scientists were worried about finding a hole in the ozone layer that protects us from the harmful ultraviolet rays of the sun. That hole automatically closed again. I suspect if we observe this phenomenon over time we will discover that the hole in the ozone layer fluctuates and will return. It may be nature’s exhaust fan with an automatic switch that comes on when needed. But then I worry about where all that gas goes after it leaves the hole in the ozone layer.
Astronomers claim they have discovered black holes in space that have such intense gravity they suck everything around it into it. Maybe that is where the gas goes.
They also say that when it gets enough stuff sucked into it, it explodes with a big bang. They also claim everything started with a big explosion. They even name it the Big Bang theory of the beginning of the universe, which might explain the saying “What goes around comes around”.
Sook-jerz has since migrated to even more lush spring-green pastures in Cow Heaven. The methane seizure I experienced by following her too closely many years ago affected my imagination for all the many days since. I bet a psychiatrist would have fun with this.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Choices

We live with the consequences of the choices we make, even those we don't make, for they too become choices by our inaction.

Monday, July 5, 2010

A matter of trust

I write to the word trust and the practice of the word. We find the word trust over the doors of many government buildings. It is found on our money. Banks often use it in their title name. Trust is found in the titles of some legal documents. In these cases, the word is used to apply confidence to whatever entity it is applied.
Trust is much like a good reputation. It is hard to come by, easy to lose, and difficult to repair. The word trust implies honesty and the simple belief in human goodness.
What are some of the things that can cause a lack of trust? Simple greed is one. Jealousy, a condition that often has its roots in insecurity is another. Add covetousness, selfishness, and a desire for material advantage by deception often at the expense of others.
Our own desire to get a "good deal" or to get substantial reward with little effort makes us susceptible to having our trust violated by others. Our own greed can make us easy marks for trust violation in which one person's greed becomes victim by the cleverness of another's greed. In such cases, both suffer.
The breeching of trust can often be very rewarding for the party breaking the trust. Too often, the breakers of trust suffer little penalty for their behavior. Even when penalties are applied, there may remain a large advantage for those breaking the trust.
There have been several recent instances where corporate executives betrayed the trust of stockholders bringing great material advantage to themselves, but at great cost to the stockholders.
Can broken trusts be repaired? Sometimes, but never fully for there will always remain the memory of the breech. There are times when the law can restore to the victim a reasonable balance of trust through restitution and possibly punishment. .
There are degrees of broken trust. Hurtful gossip about someone can more easily be repaired than damage caused by the chicanery of corporate executives who rob employees of their pension funds.
On a more personal level, if the instance of betrayal of trust was not too severe, trust may be restored through the process of forgiveness, recompense, and the recognition no one is able to resist all temptation. Trust once broken, increases our alertness to the subtleties of betrayal.
Trust and greed are eternal adversaries. Betrayal is the tool of greed. Restitution and forgiveness are counterpoints. How important is trust to the health of societies, governments, and individuals? It is the glue, which keeps societies from falling apart. To realize how important trust is in our society, try to imagine any society worth living in without it.